Price

ok this is the most painful lesson I have ever learnt
since the beginning of my life.
The lesson here is never take anything lightly,
Things are easy doesn't means you can slow down,
take a breath and take things lightly,
If you slightly stop working and stop learning,
you will be in deep deep trouble.
2 more days I am going for the economy test,
well, to me, economy is always easy,
because it is so easy, I never do any study for economy for
the last 7 weeks, because I thought it was easy,
and now I am paying the price,
Of course, I didn't back off what the problem arises,
I tried to solve it, I take a lot of effort in studying the cconomy,
well almost 8 hours a day,
I purposely wake up early to study
I almost have finish my study but somehow,
I still have time, I can go through all the past year question to strengthen
my faith, my knowledge on the exam,
I was now driven by fear,
I was really motivated by fear.
Fear of unable for being at the top,
This lesson is valuable to me,
If I want to stay at the top,
I have a bunch of hardwork infront of me,
that is why I learn to handle pressure,
I am so fear that I got defeated by myself,
When my result drop from the top to the bottom.
This lesson is valuable, it is really a lesson that should be taught in earlier stage
Why didn't I recognise it during my time in chkl that hardwork is important
Now I am really motivated, motivated to study longer,
I feel the pleasure of studying and the pain of not to do so,
Seriously, I feel very comfort and great now
Because I learn the lesson


From today onwards, I will adopt one believe，
when times are good, I have to work extremely extremely harder
to prepare for the bad times,
By the way, thank you for the price,
Now I will never believe in anyone who say good and bad things about me
Ppl thought I am top student, I am good in learning,
I thought what they were telling the truth
I take things lightly and now I pay the price,
I have to apologize for giving myself a chance to take things lightly,
Never do it again, I have endured enough pain