mentality training

I have succeed my objective in not log in to facebook

well actually it is not tat tough when you have been start adapt to it

Well. actually I am very proud of myself in these few days managing my thought 

because it is totally freaking hard to not give in to the negative vibration 

sometimes we just meet something that is unpleasant in life

well, that is what I have learnt from many of the successful businessman,

This few weeks, I am going to come up with new training process to control my mentality,

I call it the positive stamina

It is strange that positive thinking have stamina,

well, it has,

and that is why I am putting strength into it to build up my stamina,

it is pretty hard, but I think the best way to start is to work 

on something you are unpleasant for a long hour

that is why I am planning in getting a job

I need to think big

I simply cannot learn positive thinking in an instantaneous way

I tried but failed

I just found that if I do things in an instantaneous way,

it wouldn't last long

It is hard to last long

There was once upon a time, I tried to be positive

but as the assignment and test coming in,

I found out that my mentality is very weak 

I need to train that up,

I once learnt a lot of method,

be it the Sedona method, EFT and NLP

neither of them work on me,

strange is it?

But no choice, I have to keep going

I just can't live a life with this dominant vibration

Sometimes, I wonder how jianlin can do this,

he is pretty positive nowsaday huh?

he done much more better than I am,

once upon a time I really hated this man

He is almost like a crap in my opinion because

he cheat my friend,

but now, I almost forgive him and trying to learn 

the good quality that he adopt

Learn new things, try new thing,

I am almost trying new things everyday,

most of the time is in gym la,

It is very strange, 

There is an obvious increment in my strength

but not my shape

maybe I shoud try protein powder

But this baby is freakin expensive

In the following 3 weeks,
There are 3 things I must try to learn
the first one is never believe in anyone who talks any bad things
about me as well as good things
I almost learnt that people always trying to talk good things and bad things
about you, and
I think I cannot simply just give in to their opinion,
yes a lot of phrase say that never listen to what others talk you about
I assume it only regard bad things but I have to learn how to reject good things
as well,
A lot of people told me that I am going to be  an excellent accountant
well I might be excellent in performance of account
but it doesn't means I am going to be accountant right?
I just don't like professional work,
However, I can always try

The 2nd is
I want to learn hard work
I am a believer of this statement
The harder I work, the luckier I get
Hardwork is something that everyone can learn of,
I always wanted to work hard, however, it takes some training to do it
because to start from slack off to being work hard, sometimes it takes time,
but right now I have to train up something to overcome my slackness

The 3rd is to create passion out of anything that I touch
this is the super hard part,
because everyone is different,
there is noway I will be passion for professional work but
I want to challenge myself see if I can defeat myself or not