The e quadrant thinketh

It is not much time for me to realize ,
It is just nothing big deal,
However, there is a thinketh
This thinketh perhaps my greatest rival,
Perhaps the greatest protection,
However,  it really didn't took long
to realize the e quadrant thinketh
The biggest threat and the biggest rival
Not much longer or shorter,
If this is a continual process,
There is no future for me ,
There is no hope for me
Anything await infront idea just depress
A lifelong depress,
That fear really drive my spirit
Right now,&nbsp; I am having a great time <br>
to insert new thought in my mind
It is just funny
It is just a chance to slow down
And take a look,  what am I doing
Why do I just feel that I am working
to make other ppl rich
Why do I feel like I am being controlled
Why did I feel that
My initial motive have gone
Is it a scheme?
Or just my imagination
In fact, what I am working somehow
is making other ppl rich
I have learnt really nothing
Really nothing for my passion
Well things is really start getting
complicated and interesting
I have to work harder
I need to get into the next level
Things just starting to get complicated
and interesting
Some really smart guy is computing my mind,
Well I have no issue for that,
I could just have some fun with these guy