4 张platinum

好吧！真的是非常非常就没有上来这里了，

抱歉，因为不能上网的问题,

上来有好消息，有坏消息

将坏消息先吧！

说真，这几个礼拜又有人要拉我进安利了

就有一天，他约我出来说想谈谈未来生意，

讲真当时我是蛮兴奋的，因为终于遭到一位朋友

能一起商量如何做个成功的生意。

不过，挂下电话之后，心里突然就是有一点不安

想下想下，就是有点不对劲

太突然了，就是这边，太突然了

总觉得好像是跟direct selling有关

打听了一下，

果然真的是安利

那时想想，突然间就不是很想去了

可是当天还是硬着头皮去看看吧！

结果突然间，他跟我说什么安利竟然转型了

哈？转型？

Actually it is all the same

As if they said they are undergo revolution

but before youtry to accept their concept

put on your thinking cap and have a thought first

the pyramid scheme is still there

And the all concept is more or less are the same

I wonder why Malaysia didn't banned this kind of

"networking business"

I am curious,

wondering what is the networking business is,

After talking a lot of scrap,

I discovered tat, it is all almost the same things

I dun know why,

I have done quite a research on direct selling or their so called,

networking business

I realized tat, all of the promoter

they seem to find those who they really understand and

not really familiar with them

I know doing direct selling means that u nid to sacrifice your friendship

Sorry dun find me,不然，我一定跟你翻脸

咳！

别说了，说些好消息

我拿到了4 张platinum

老实说 ，我还是比较喜欢她短头发的样子

读书后感

原来，在人生里要获得真正的快乐，并不难

只要眼前的每一件事情，都尽完全力去做就可以了

好像刚刚我用完全力地去读生物，做数学，扫化学，解物理

每一分，每一秒地尽全力去做自己应该做的事

基本上，你还敢说，生命是无意义的吗？

Please take care of her for me

I am very clear about my situation

I know that I am feeble to match him

Anyway, I may not give up

having retreat from the training doesn't mean I have to take all of your criticism

Whatever, throw everything u have to me, I will make sure it reserve well within me

awaken my rage,

try it,

if u think u r so gud tat is none of my business,

but if u dare try to cross the board,

I will nvr forgive u.

IF everybody think of me as an evil,

I dun have the right to stop thought

but I have the ability to improved

it is ok u think of me like tat,

but dun try to throw me in a desperate mood

Sometimes I am wondering y I should tolerate

I juz wan u to leave me alone..................

No more free trial mode

gotta go back to work,

hope it will relieve my anger

I think I should remain loneliness for a long time

juz to make myself more relieved only

Oh well, nevermind,

I feel better

parking in need desperately

今天真的是很想骂人的一天，

做么叻！

好，让我慢慢说

原本今天想说，

哇！最近心情不错好，

想去做些运动，

我是讲跑步，举重的运动，不是在高速公路飞车

讲到高速公路，马来西亚的speed limit真的是应该考量考量了

每次说马来西亚许多驾驶人员超速

拜托，看看那个speed limit，这得很无言

为什么我们不效仿一下外国呢？

各个公民奉公守法，

没有人超速，

speed limit 300km/h

要怎样才能鼓励人民安全驾驶不超速

就要从speed limit开始

去到那个地方，一句话

惨不忍睹

没有parking

我饶了一圈，两圈，三圈，还是没有parking

最后，算了，我回家睡觉

为什么parking不做多一点呢？

难道不能理解下为什么我们非法parking吗？

算了吧！

这个星期不能陪朋友去驾车了

因为我拿那些钱去吃subway了

美术后感

美术啊！美术！
还以为我以对你提起了一点点的兴趣
但最后，我还是失败了

刚开始的时候，

耐心，细心，想象统统具备

但到后面时，完全乱了阵脚

我发现了一个非常严重的弱点

就是我的恒心不能维持太久，

虽然非常的失败，

但我不会因此放弃，

六年来，你问我在中华学到了什么

很遗憾的告诉你，

我只学会了考试技巧

什么都不会了

我决定我在假期要好好地恶补我的美术

因为只有美术才能训练我的恒心

再说，我不想因为讨厌而浪费一个那么好的技术

学习并掌握旧的东西不是坏事吧！

希望每一天，我的美术可以进步吧！

3 wishes to be implemented

intermittent stress

Stress often consume our energy and turning them into wasteless work

Nobody live this life completely dissociate with stress

Seem it is part of life

Juz take everything easily

Prosperity is never gifted to a man whom never struggle through a stressful life

I feel myself very stressful all the time

I am lonely, helpless, anxiety and depression sometimes

However, my life have to go on

No matter how stressful I am today

I have to put everything today to make a better tomorrow

Tired of such a dull life

I was hoped to have a vacation overseas with my fellow friends or my family

it doesn't matter

After my UEC

I have plenty of work to do

have plenty dreams to be implemented

I wanna have a real race

I wanna work in my father's company

I wanna earn some money before entering the university

However let me focus on my UEC

Everyday I eat contently

everyday I sleep contently

After that, I can do whatever I like until my heart content

nice weather today,but I feeling like hanging out

This week holiday I guess everybody is struggling for their UEC examination

so I won't sit back and play I will study through it too

another 4 days of holiday

Well I guess I nid to start put my book in desk right now

Playing to retard my tension on studying

It will act me as a booster

Now it is a perfect time for hanging out

So let study for it 1st

不知道该怎么走

真的不知道该怎么走了

看得她整天憔悴的样子，

有时，心里真的感觉很酸，

但我也没办法，

毕竟找个接近她的机会都没有

咳！

接下来都不知道该怎么走了

还有多两个月，就是统考了

不是两个月，而是三个礼拜，

其实还有多两个月，我就再也见不到你了

我也很怪自己没有那么多的美国时间去看看你

可是，不晓得我该不该做那位影响你一生的人呢？

我还在犹豫，犹豫什么？

犹豫着我有没有这么伟大

讲罢了，哈哈

咳！我承认这几天我的确过high了一点

原因不明

其实有时候我真的连我自己都不是很了解我自己

所以，我可没有办法回答你哦！

oi，离题了，

言归正传

其实，我一直在等，一直在等待

有一个人可以取代我的位子，

让你天天微笑，让你受尽宠爱

好让我不再为你担心，

也好让我天天看着你那白然的银牙

人固然是自私的

为什么你可你不顾我的感受，

固然我改变你那憔悴的样子呢？

我对你根本没有存在很深的爱意

但我没办法说服自己不在乎你

好吧！顺其自然吧！

这句话我不懂说了多少次

Save back our friendship

The darkness always lure us out of our home,

it doesn't matter as long as are bonded

We will forever bonded

Y do we ended like this?

IS there some misunderstanding?

Or is it because of someone trying to break us up

in order to fulfill it individual desire?

I dun think both of the statement above is correct

It is actually nothing,I know time is the best method to give

every of us a solution

Nevertheless, I will give in all my best to think up a solution up

Juz hope we all can reunion together,

Strange....................

I never used to care so much for friendship

And now i am having a hardship in order to save back their friendship

Shall I juz ignore them?

No way I could do that,

I will protect my true friend even it is to giving up my life

Gundam 00 awakening of the trailblazer review

I really have to thank KMF for this,

if it is not him, I think I will never watch this brilliant movie in my entire life

The battle animating graphic is juz marvelous,it is hard to explain

The plot design was too perfect except for 1 things

The main protagonist doesn't have much fight on this

But I believe the main theme that the movie wants us to realize is

every single life on the earth is lacking communication and mutual understanding

IN the movie, the plot is something which the foreign alien

Not alien actually, it is something about the foreign life

IT means u cannot find any1 of those on earth

are trying to invade the earth

And it is a battle between the human and the foreigner

This foreigners have their own conciousness

their mother planet is verging destruction

In order to ensure their own survival,they invade the earth

Setsuna F Seiei the main protagonist in the movie

he is actually a Arabian

He always believe conflict should be solved by mutual communication and not by brutal force

He try to communicate with this foreigner,they call the ELS

He then understand the ELS bending destiny

By creating another space for the ELS survival,

the war has stopped

So, any1 of us ever realize how important communication is?

Do we ever understand that the only way to solve problem is through communication

New blog page

Well I have open another new blog page,

I feel that sometimes I nid to murmur about something

complaint about something

But I am not going to post anything in sactuarious-xelmex page,

this is all of my happy and optimistic event recording

This is the another land for my demise of complaint

IF anything offend u, pls understand that if I dun let it out,

I am suffering for it,

So let me relieve my emotion,ok?

here it is http://lesterdarkinvader.blogspot.com/

If u think tat u will feel hatred or anything if

I have some unpleasant comment about u

I always have a choice of not invading my space

Here we come the noizy tribe, I am back in life

Nice one buddy!

These few weeks I was reli reli frustrated,

there is too much work to du too much burden

Has anybody learned to passionate a person who put in effort so much

for his iwn community or group or something

Especially when they sacrifice their resting time juz to benefit every single members?

NO? ok it is ok, it always was,

Life is going complicated as we grow

I did feel tired now

but it is ok if it is only physically tired but I am going through mentally tired now

Actually by expressing a smile have the capability to overcome anything

Nothing will stop me from moving forwards

got no other choice then let us juz move forwards

We can find some time to rest 1 day

ya mentally tired right,

let get back to the life of Initial D

I am quite eager towards that kind of life,

It is the happiest moments

Hmm...................I guess I can feel more and more better

Let get back to work, shall we?

继续吧！

看吧！继续吧！

吵的也继续吧！这些没意义的争斗

就算了吧！

和和谐谐过完遮个月就好了

生命还有许多值得我们去探讨的东西

够了不想再把内容哲学化了

继续我的内容吧！

我这几天都感受到了生活的一个小小的转折

该怎么说呢？

以前时间真的很多，

有时还夺得不懂怎么用

现在可忙了

不过不管怎样都好

只要笑着面对

你说没有事情过不了吗？

我不知道。

I can see my bright future if I concise in computer science

I am fond of it because it seem require creativity and a lot of ration

If I were diligent and strong enough to study double degree program

I would study computer science and engineering

But the problem is I was unable to handle it well

Is reli a timetable can help you to finish every study u have to in time

This is something I doubt for a long time ago

Continuing on the concision of the science stream studies

Computer science is definitely a great job to me

Please make me go through all of it,

to pass my Advanced mathematic 2, I nid more intellectual study

A more professional study plan

I nid to I have no choice

maybe I ought to do it now

but everything seem to be exaggerated for me now...................

这几天

我算是一个敏感的人

有时真的很难让我察觉一样东西的真实

但我察觉到了一件事，

我的性情正在改变着

我的脾气开始越来越暴躁

这是我这几天的改变

我会尽量忍耐，

因为太多的压力

当我适应了之后，

就可以了，

不过现在最主要的是靠好统考

脾气等考完时再发吧！

这几天，

我想去AA

当建麟遇上建麟

没想到建麟真的是两个性别的人

今天看到她了，

其实以身材来讲，我觉得还蛮不错的

可是内在美呢？

那我就不知道了

今天倩文叫建麟去追建麟

我顿时听得一头雾水

哈？什么意思

原来还有另一个女生叫建麟

好吧！那么巧合的事情

其实当时我只是想看她一眼而已，没想过要去认识她

不过现在我很想去认识下她了，哈哈！

以后得空先啦！

其实我后悔了，haha

建麟你要好好把握机会啊！

你不上，我上的拉，哈哈

不要啦！不要啦！

要留点不后悔的空间

突然觉得我很惹打下的，

恋爱中的摩羯座，

就是会让你大吃一惊

让一切挥之过去

真的是一个很严重的内伤，感觉上肋骨好像移位了

现在真的很痛，

不过我相信这一切会过去的

先讲讲Jog for hope

我对于Jog For Hope 的一个唯一不变的态度

就是征服那边的跑道地形

可是我放弃了，这是我觉得我没有办法熬过来

我回归继续加油的！

下个星期还有一次的长跑比赛，

可是我已经受了内伤

咳!为什么我的升提收一点点上就这样了呢？

以我的性格疼痛决不会阻止我上跑道的，

可是以我的性格上一个要给RM40的跑道

是不可能的

让这一切疼痛挥之过去吧！

当建麟遇上建麟

算了有空的时候再讲吧！

太痛了，太痛了

World

Shall I say it is not my concern, I am not going to implicate in political issue

But the problem is I couldn't do it

I love this country so much

I cannot force myself to sit back in front of the television always watching the news

Sickening in their political debate

I am so frustrated

When can we have peace?

When can we have a country

A country like Denmark

Where people doing business in the most strict enforcement of law

Seem our country is considered as Islamic country

I think we shall study history

Yes, politician must study history

In history, I am quite impressed of Nabi Muhammad Saw

Take a look at the country when he was Madina

Even though when it comes to war,

he can planned the strategy calmly and efficiently

To be able to overcome enemy troop plus minimizing the damage

IN the country of Madina,

it is strictly prohibited for the businessman who devote himself in corruption

I dun know what is the truth behind it,

but it has speak out the true personality that the politician have in order

to rule the country towards a better and prosperity life

This is what civilian basic requirement

and do they actually think that by having a great debate skill actually can rule a country towards prosperity,

WAKE UP

Look now we have Bersin 2.0 + the opposition organization

It is coming,

the Tunisia revolution

The prom night?

Is there reli a prom night held in chkl?

Well, dun bother about it,

every S.M3 student are required to find a partner

So who am I supposed to find?

actually I dun feel like finding a partner

but this is the last year

Ahhhh.....it remind me of HSM 3

"it is gonna be a night to remember, We will never never ever forget"

This is what I remember

Haha,a happy event huh?

Yes,baby we got another night to strive

let have a night we will never ever forget

Gonna go and buy a suit that suits me man

The last night,the last gathering,

Oh my god! Thinking of that also makes me excited

I am sorry I always think one step ahead,haha

Dun even know have this night or not

gonna date a girl

wulala man

This is every man's dream

wulala man

who is the one that I desire to partner with?

Actually this is the best and exciting part

Cause I dunno

So it is an unknown person huh?

Let find out who is "she"?

Teaching somebody driving is quite fun

I finally understand a teacher who gave up all of his precious time and resources

to nourish his students to the best

wulala man,

Now I onli got the feel, a teacher never got jealous with your excellence

They feel proud of it

When KMF braking starting to getting better and better

I can feel accomplishment

Proton Perdana is the best car to me

compared to Evo

I wish to keep this car

I wish to drive it

Of course Evo is a car I drive when I require 130km/h cornering

Hehe

The best car for all amateur driver for learning

Conclusion

Let have one last exciting night at the prom night of course there is 4 months to go

but time is moving fast

get your ideal partner for yourself or you will be regretful

hahaahahaha

thinking up a better idea

I juz read a veri nice story,

and I wondered

How can they be able to write such a nice story

When I read back the first story I write,

Wow I know it sucks

It is confusing other reader too

So Now I am going to think up a new story line

Juz hope that it won't ruined by my grammar

They say an accountant will never be an author,

Am I a professional accountant?

I doubt it.

love eruption Chapter 1

Another day of the school,

walking unpleasantly towards the classroom

checked his watch on his hand

"Gosh!I am going to be late "

Hurrying searching across the corridor

Yes! A boy who perpetually late for his class

Xelmex,

A legend who got into the blacklist student

A legend that save everyone who got expelled

“ahhhhhhhhh......................late man u r late, stand stand stand behind”

"But...................."

"NO but, explanation means disguising, disguising mean unpromising，stand behind"

"but teacher, juz now I saw a granny trying to cross the road,the traffic is so heavy

and according to moral value, I should help her wat rite, so tat is the reason y I am late "

"Hmm.there is very kind of you but stand behind"

"But Ms Lee, the granny "

"I understand your sense of justice but stand behind"

"Y, I didn't do anything wrong"

"A teacher can punish a student for no reason,so stand behind"

the speechless xelmex walk across the classroom,

standing along the wall, reassuring himself everything is going to be alright

holding his left arm with his right palm

time is passing perpetually

another school bell rang again

"Hey!Xelmex,Are you going for lunch"

"No thx! I better stay here to finish my work"

"ok see ya! catch up later"

staying behind in the class to finish the unfinished work

has become Xelmex choice

"Damn it,y is it so hard for me to finish this crap of things"

"Hey, Xelmex,have you seen my dearest Benjamin "

Xelmex catch a glimpse,it is Qin

Qin"OH! he went to see the Form teacher "

Chin:"What? He went to see the form teacher and he didn't even call me

HE IS GOING TO BE DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Shao Chin, the class monitor of the slifer class

A great leader of the class,she is the one who always

making progress to make Slifer class a better place to study

Xel:"Ei, Qin help me buy a sandwich if you are going to the staff room later, thx"

Qin:"ok, pay me Rm300 later for transport fee"

Xel:"ok sure I wi.........................Wait, WHAT DID YOU SAY?"

juz before Xelmex could finish his words, the eagering class monitor has

gone

"(What the? Who the heck is this Benjamin?

Shao Chin never knelt down to any man in the past

Even though she have plentiful of admirer,

But she knelt down to......................)"

At a jiff, a girl came into the class,

smiling to Xelmex.

Stepping one step.........................one step.................and one step closer...........

He can feel his heartbeat

pacing up a little by little

a step closer

another pump

it is only 5m

4,

3,

2,

1,

0.5,

0.1

and

she pass by Xelmex

"HI Jin long, haven you solve the equation?"

Long:"Sure Yin,this is it"

Yin:"Thankkk Youuuu, "

"(Arghh!` my heart break, how can she say a Thank you in such a sweet voice?)"

Suddenly the emergency alarm went off

＂This is the announcement from CHKL Principal, all student are required to gather at the Great Hall of Raven,All student are required to gather at the Great hall Of Raven＂

"(What the? What is going on?)"

TO be continue

energy dissipated

I seen to have a lot of things to be worried about

I have a mountain of homework to complete though

But there is one biggest problem I have to face now

HOw am I suppose to do my project during the art class

Gosh my energy is dissipated, how am I suppose to go through?

I doubt it

I wanna bury the memory of my secondary school

Once I　ｇｒａｄｕａｔｅｄ，

ｔｈｉｓ　ｂｌｏｇ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｂｅ　ｂｕｒｉｅｄ　ｉｎｔｏ　ｄｅｅｐ　ｄｏｗｎ　ｏｆ

ｎｏｔｈｉｎｇ

Midnight blogging

I juz read a news indicate that a group of hackers

announce that they are going to disband

They concluded that if they continue their activities,

and one day

one of them will make a mistake

and let the authority caught them

So instead of risking being caught

They make a decision to stop

They left the message at one of the sabotage website

This is what I was wondering

the law doesn't seem enforce on them

for the mayhem that they caused

I did contrive that one of these hacker also being brought for an interview

strange is it

Ow whatever

As long as they stop creating mayhem

so let it be

just trying to prevent more consequence

Suddenly I contrive that

being a hacker might get you some job though

A former hacker has become the national cyber security officer

How nice it is,

I wanna ask is,

Hacker might trying to invade and make an assault to your website

Or trying to glean others private information

but sometimes a nation has to excavate their potential

Or even fund on them so they could make contribution to our country

Yea,juz like illegal racing

In spite of wasting so much police force to encounter illegal racer

Y wouldn't we make legal racing

as they can help in bring glory to our country

glean more talent person

is the key to swift progression of the country isn't it?

It seem that the civil citizen is trying to initiate another rally

well, it doesn't anything new anymore

it occurs everytime when the election comes

well hope we can finish the election with peace

I reli hate conflict u noe?

Here we come and here we go

Sometimes, I juz doesn't nid to care what the consequence is

everything in the progressing in the Universe

I mean the Universe is juz like tat

World continuing progressing everyday every second

IF we spend all our time in negative thought

How can we suppose to get our desired life to live on

Destructive is what you get when u can't build a constructive thought

I pass by everybody heart

I pass by everybody thought

When they nid help I tried to help them

When they are functioning well,

I leave

Sometimes, I blame others for their mistake

but aren't the one who suppose to be blamed is ourselves

Who is the one who attract all of this?

How can we let ourselves in a desperate situation if we didn't attract all of this

I was so shocked when I saw a research showed that a normal human being has over 600,000 thought in their daily life

but 80% of them is negativity thought

what the?

No wonder our life could be so mopish

We know the secret to change our life right?

The most important things is our feeling

I am not talking about scrap but with scientific view

It show that a person demonstrate what he feel

When u feel angry, u would never put a sincere smile on your face

Hope everybody can understand that

I juz contrive that most of my blog post is elaborating this

and I wonder y didn't I change any new post

anyway what repeated is repeated,

wish everybody live their life sincerely=)

during my life in chkl,

I believe she is the most amiable girl I have ever met

There is no defy in it

I juz can't find any fact to make a nay to it

I remember TZY once told me something significantly

Never express your love too fast

It is because it will kill every aspect that you have been working on it

but the problem is everyday I will be listening to express love

haha, juz kidding

I wonder whether I am attractive to that girl

maybe it is my fervent in a relationship which attract that girl

the probability of success is unknown

and this is what I am fear

If I met up something unknown

I will never sleep well

But I believe if it is my will

I will be guided to it

So if ur calculus is weak

if u have a strong will to improve it,

u will always guided to it

LCCT?

I never been there b4

google map is not my default GPS right now,

so I better pay a visit to chkl IT center for map information

insensible

an insensible fatigue flow through my vein,

I discovered it while it is late midnight

Am I too tired to sense that I am to tired

What a ridiculous fact it is

We are going to KLIA next Monday,

to say the last goodbye to Rachel

We do owe her a lot of favor

Juz hope we can find some chance to return to her

It seem that my PC reli infected by worm

No wonder my maxis broadband gt its volume quota used up very fast

It seem that it is the worm's gift

It is ok now, my PC gt reformat

Suddenly, I found something very interesting,

It seem that all of my friends have a trembling experience

I believe it is the meal part rite

currently,onli axel Kee, KMF and TZY came to my house b4

I always heard the same comment

"Xelmex, your rice is too much for us"

I think still ok la

We are still young,

eat more,

forever young.....................

Suddenly, I feel that Peik Yin is reli an attractive girl

Everytime when u passed her by, she will smile at you

gt shocked

Juz dunno how to defy it,

it will juz flash across your mind

U dunno when it will,

however I have no intention to start any relationship yet

Or I will lose the gamble with Mei Shuang

U wanna know? ask me privately ba =)

get another chance

Friday having another driving lesson again

This time I think I won't be teaching in Taman KAya anymore

since last time we encounter police reli freak me out

so, I think I will switch to Taman Metropolitan

It is a good place no car, no ppl damn lot motorcycle

Actually, I dun feel like having driving lesson

I wanna send my car to repair too much damage

Unless I can get another car or I dun think I wanna have any driving lesson until my car is fully repaired

So this friday I am off

but dunno whether I got the chance to repair or not

I juz dun wan to drive tat car much before more damage is done

6 more months,

I will be leaving chkl

Will I miss anything?

No I dun think so,

I juz wanna have one last roll out with all of my fren

that is all I nid to conclude my secondary school life

Save ourselves

I found that alot of ppl including me have very bad result in your maths and physic

Ever since the god teacher taught us math,

I can't even took a glance at my result

Now I finally know my weakness,

ok very good since then,

I am gonna oppose the god

I believe I should start putting more effort in my math

To be the truth

I don't wanna yield in the hand of god

Sorry, I oppose fate,

To help others to help myself

I reli have to be veri diligent

that is the only way

Hope that I can save others including myself

得知

虽然这篇很想用英文来写，

可是我觉得还是用华文来写比较好

不然的话，很多人会看不懂

基本上今天又去叫顺进驾车了

问题是他可能对我的车已经形成了恐惧感

或许我没办法给他足够的信心吧！

归他还讲我是一个好的instructor

还真是受之有愧

我看我应该把他交给driver instructor

可能他又恐惧了，

好吧！还是不要叫他出来驾了，

其实我教人驾车教上瘾了

其实他算不错了，

毕竟这是他第二趟课，

可以驾到这样算很好了

至少肯尝试嘛！

希望他继续学吧！

一不做，而不休，

竟然教了，就要教会他

不然放弃，不是很甘愿

不过还是要看他啦！

没有关系啦！

instructor教，我教都一样的啦^^

因为有警车的关系，所以我们迁移到taman tasik Indah

刚好美嬉回来啦！

她就当我们的导游，哈哈

到处驾车，haiz...............

真的很好玩

听美嬉说了关于XX的故事

其实我也生有同感，

毕竟我妹妹也是一个叛逆的小孩

但他们家庭竟然更严重

其实搞到这样，没有人想的

我不敢相信他竟然利用他入黑社会的可能性

来威胁他的家人

难道他不知道，

他们会被你威胁到是因为他们在乎你吗？

咳！我虽然听了不是很生气，但是我就觉得很可惜咯！

好好的一个孩子，为什么会变成这样呢？

现在问题是那些黑社会的人再给他钱叻！

如果他一直这样，总有一天一定出事

有一天，他们一定会因为这些欠债而要求他做些什么的

如果是运毒的话，那还得了

美嬉还有10天就走了，

可能她也不会管这件事了

她也没有办法插手啦！

我也明白，毕竟那个.......................

其实我很想帮忙，只是不知如何下手

或许我也是一个没有危机意识的人

因为我闪过了一个念头

如果黑社会要开战的话

记得找我。

开玩笑

damn damn tired

What wrong with me arr?

I tot 12am sleep 5am wake up

cause me lack of sleeping time

But yesterday 9:30 I sleep

damn more tired

Later going to sleep again

but I juz gt my SD21 haha

quite damn happy

I am actually blogging while I am watching the F1 Spanish Grand Prix

My eyes is looking at the F! but the problem is my finger is typing blogging now

Suddenly I am quite admired myself

Of course I am not a god

After I finished a line

I take a quick glance at the keyboard hahaha

It juz finished 3 lap

quite addicted to racing now

I think I am going to create my own racing team in the future

Malaysia illegal racing team hehe

Nice

Dangerous part 2

I always want to be a racer,

If u ask me what is the definition of driving

driving is an activity that can unleash your true nature

what is my true nature

Everybody say dangerous

hey not bad

I like the term

yeah!

I luv battle

especially when an strong rival is putting me in a hardship

I feel~~

Sigh, I can't even describe it in words anymore

well never mind

anyway every1 let us wish congratulation to axel

what happen?

It is reli a big event,

he has found a person who he wan to make her pregnant during future day

(I have seen to straight)

anyway, congratulation to u

hope the success made its early arrival ^^

I suddenly found that,

I dun reli have a lot of fren who I can talk to

Nor my parents,

Sometimes I juz feel tat nobody is able to help me on something,

Anyway no matter what it is, I will solve it for myself,

I will seek more strength,

i want to help my fren to visualize their goal.

I am going for MCD run, it state if u get 1st place,

u were able to get Rm500,

I hope I can get the 1st place,

no matter how it is,

if I gt any prize, I will split up with KMF, AXEL,TZY and 1 more person I dunno

hope this could help them visualize their dream

Dangerous part 2

dangerous

Somehow I feel that I am being motivated

Don't ask me what is the source

I don't know but I am reli motivated suddenly

when I went for sport today,

I remember once upon a time

jianlin tell me this

"You are a dangerous guy"

Suddenly feel that he is right actually

This month I think would participate 3 marathon

6km,7km and 10km

I am not insane

but I am taking this as a challenge

To challenge my limit

life is so dull without any challenge

Well, actually william juz suggested to me

for a run of jog for hope

organized by taylor college

but most of my fren went for MCD run

Hmm..........wat should I do

I think I will consider it later

but now I gotta go

there will be part 2 for dangerous

Wow! What a fascinating day I ever had

Today is the most pek chek day in my life

Yesterday night, after I have finished the NIE template designing

I had my supper with chicken porridge

I am having supper every night

As I finish the supper, suddenly a call came up

It is my aunty, she drive all the way from Muar to bought us the Muar durian

Oh gosh I juz finished my porridge and now u r inviting me for durian

Resist! Resist! Resist! Hey left some for me!LOL!

At first, we discovered that the durian is hard

it is very hard to open it

gosh!I can't even find the cutting line（I don't know wat is it call in english）

SO mum trying to cut the durian but the problem is she can't get a proper cut on it

We can onli cut the upper part

So, we trying to open it with both hand, damn wat an useless effort

I am getting impatient so I unleash my secret durian opening technique

during early phase, I pierce through the durian

next I lifted my hand along with the knife and the durian

with an instant strenth I strike the ground and it durian is seperated

but the problem is I also slice the seed of the durian into half, haha=)

NICE!

I remember I ate 3 BIG durian

at night about 11：15 I went to sleep

thne today wake up argh！！

very tired this morning

the whole morning I was very pek chek

I tried to sleep at class on 1st recess

But that is not enough man...............

fortunately, today we have P.E class

I have recovered a bit

or else I will be in trouble

well, looks that way

after skul, I went to have my lunch

I haven't ate anything today afternoon

with Chi Wei, Axel

then later Chi Shyang and Wei Lun join us

I found that Chi Shyang is oledi better recently

At least, when he is trying to socialize with all of us

of course, it is good to see him improve

During previous period, when I tried to call him to eat breakfast together

He showed me an emotion like telling me I am such an irritating guy

but now, he seem change a lot

thx to who?

Everybody in this world

after the meal, I went Mutiara again,

but this time I reli able to control myself

I didn't exchange any token

All I do is to accompany chi wei and Axel playing the machine

Sｏmetimes to quit some bad attitude isn't an hard things to do

if you reli have the heart to change

There will be no problem for your willpower to change

I suddenly feel impressed with Vanessa

She is the head of the orange group

What did she say?

If your are not participate the chkl 7km marathon 　 　

then u have to participate the cheering group

Almost whole member participate the marathon,hahaha

what a god-like commander in life

She is good at leadership

I am not giving up anything in life,

I will definitely fight for my I-phone

最后一天

终于到了假期的最后一天了，

well 功课应该都扫得七七八八了

其实敢功课的时间才刚开始，

没有啦！

这个假期的确是一个让我百感交集的假期

首先就是race to the end，

我已经好久没有跑那么长的路了

以前，我就已经期待这个race很久了，

但是问题是，里面的任务真的是太简单了

不算是简单拉

只是我在执行这些任务的时候，我没有什么刺激感啦！

最刺激的应该是走料很长的路呱

还有搭LRT，然后，还好啦！

这是一个让我开心地事情

伤心的事情是什么？

咳！不要讲啦，免得我跟伤心，

最令我愤怒的事是什么呢？

就是没有事情弄到我愤怒所以我愤怒

哇！好像很深酱！

小事！小事！

我的电话镇的时一样很神的东西来的

昨天早上，我在charge电的时候，

他跟我讲battery cannot be charged, you must use a Sony Ericsson battery

有没有搞错？

电话中virus啊！

我整天没有电话可以用

所以我没有去到珉珲家

没有带电话没有什么安全感

我的车也是10几年了，

如果他出了什么事，我要怎么办？

所以就不去了

paiseh, 我会帮你组更强的卡组的

对！过两天就是chkl广播学会主席生日了

所以，欣慧，在这儿先祝你生日快乐，

因为这两天我都有点忙，费事我忘记了

还有什么事要交代的？

对了！要写一份遗书

致: RACHEL LEE

咳！咳！咳！rachel啊！在这里你已经长大了，我.......的寿命...........也不长了，在这一段日子里，我看着你一天....................一天地长大，一天比一天的懂事，我.........心里................很欣慰.......................总算.................了...................了.................弘哥未了.....................的心愿。在这里......................我希望.....................在我临走前............................留下这个遗愿，你现在................

上youtube....................................search...........SG page one.............的MV来看，听听那首歌.........................我就心满意足了，我.....................时间......................不多了.............................

咳！咳！咳！飞吧！孩子！

你那

是人非人

是鬼非鬼

是贵非鬼

是奸非奸

人见人爱

车见车载

的xelmex

ok遗书写完了，

很烂的遗书XDXDXDXD

哈哈哈哈哈哈

开始要去运动了，

作了6个小时的功课，

实施后放松一下了

额外收获

最近我买了一个非常有趣的一本书

叫做心理操纵术，

里面有告诉我们一些在多种情况下所发生的事情

以及如何运用心理学来应对这些情况

在里面有一个章节，叫两性心理学

原来我们之所以会产生爱情是这些荷尔蒙害的

　1、phenyl ethylamine（苯基乙胺）：一见钟情或日久生情，那种“来电”的感觉就是此激素的杰作。神经系统调节其分泌水平，其实是一种兴奋剂，让人感到极度兴奋、有精力、有信心和勇气， make you like loving。颜面发红、瞳孔放大。

phenyl ethylamine示意图

2、dopamine（多巴胺）：能产生很欢欣的感觉，它刺激oxytocin（后叶催产素）的分泌，拥抱时那种安全感和满足感与其密不可分。

3、noripinephrine：血管收缩和神经传导，会引起血压、心跳、血糖升高。

　　当你体内充满这些物质时，也正是你意乱情迷之时。4、endorphin（内啡呔）：轰轰烈烈之后，那种安逸、温暖、亲密、平静的感觉。

　　有些人就是没有办法得到充足的内啡呔使自己安静下来。

5、vasospressin（后叶加压素）就是控制忠诚的关键。把感情变成永恒.

6、爱情激素，受机体自我调节能力的调节，这种调节总是试图将机体调整回正常状态，这些物质体内浓度会逐渐降低。一般高峰持续半年～四年。

其实我还真的没有去想过，为什么爱情会产生这样的问题

只知道，它是美好的，也是因为它，所以我们有了所谓的幸福。

刚刚有位朋友来向我诉说她那思恋的痛苦

我突然发觉自己很白痴

其实，我自己很清楚应该保持沉默，聆听她述说自己的感受

可是我也很忙地东插废话，西插废话

弄到整个气氛很怪下，哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

其实要给她真正的话在这里

或许道理你都知道，只是没办法控制情感，

我也明白你现在的感受，但我能帮到你的就是

耐心听完你的感受，然后

东插废话，西插废话

让你带着微笑入睡。=D

加油吧！你会找到属于自己的幸福的

ok,讲完了

现在我家庭真的面对很大的问题

父母都打算把妹妹送去邪教了

这是一件很痛苦的决定，

可是我们没有办法，

我发现原来我妹妹一直被我们冷落在一旁

有时我在她眼中看出寂寞，与及很没有安全感

我很希望可以帮他，

办法总是有的，可是她一定要帮她自己才行啊！

如果她那么的自暴自弃

那么90%的希望也只是0%

可是到底造成她今天的结果是我们所为吗？

假期家里经历的就是吵架

hero就是一个可以在你最无助的时候，

提出援手，

我生平来就是为帮助人家脱出困境

evil hero， 为什么前面会有一个evil

是因为它所提供的帮助是要付出代价的

往往我都帮你们付出的这些代价

没有关系，只要这秒钟能让你好一点，

这只是小事。

我突然觉得有一个知道我bloglink的一个人看到这篇post会做出危险的行动，

知道这个link的人，也权权只有5个人

是谁呢？

两点

现在已经两点了，

FB里的人也逐一逐一地下线了

大家都累了吧！

可惜我睡午觉睡了6个小时

现在在做什么呢？

在做化学

哈哈！

刚刚我扫了一下别人的部落格

最近可能没有什么特别的事情发生，对吧!

好冷清，

咳！多么的羡慕你们那么悠闲地过假期

现在家里一直在吵

而学校的功课还没做完

真是烦死人了

不过还好夜晚终于重获得了宁静，

我想也是乘这个时候，把功课做完吧！

两点，想驾车出去看看外面的风景

往事

刚刚上了面子书看到一对情侣的合照，

啊！让我有机会回味了一些可爱又去的往事

当时应该是初二吧！

哈哈哈！初二当年...........................

当年因为在初一的时候，我整整一个月没有来到学校

成绩因此退步的非常的厉害，

63分

结果第二年，被安排到初二智就读

就遇到了一位叫蓝永盛的同学

还有一位叫陈祺颍的同学

当时我跟这两位同学都不熟。

我是那种走到哪里，

就跟那一个地区的人讲话，聊天这样咯！

那时就在年终考的前一天，

不懂发生了什么原因

我跟祺颍旁边的那位同学换了位

哎呀！刚巧又是ah Kiu 的节，

ah Kiu 在前面，讲她的历史课

我那时就跟祺颍聊起来

结果聊得不错下！

然后事情就发生了

在年中考的时候

那个永盛突然很严肃叫我跟他去厕所

然后就开始责问我

他人很直接

就说

“你明知道我喜欢祺颍，做么你还要跟我抢”

那时我就莫名其妙，

我几时跟他抢？

我就问他“我几时跟你抢？”

然后他就讲关于历史课的事

我简直给他zadao

“我那里这么得空跟你抢祺颍，我要追都追那个（我忘记名字了）”

然后事情就这样解决了

不到一分钟

当年你因为一节课的事情找我来理论

现在，咳！

不过还是给你一句话啦！

天涯何处无芳草，

不用伤心啦！

事隔那么多年

可能你也找到你的菜了

可别放手哦！

不然你会后悔999次

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！

各位朋友，看看就好，不要帮我宣传

生活，无忧无虑

Nowadays, I feel that there is reli nothing for me to post or share on my blog or facebook

Why? It is because everything go so smoothly

I believed I can handle my life very well

haha.................

I juz learned something reli meaningful from Zhi wei

He said playing Initial D better not to get addicted

but playing u will get addicted

Wah, memang a pro guy.

this whole holiday I have been working on my holiday homework,

everything juz goes smoothly

Tmr LMH extra class is coming, Oh well!hope to get more sleep but it is time for me to work

E-UEC, NIE chemistry, calculus,

yea I do have a lot of work to do

I don't wanna wait until the last minute to finish them off

ok well Time to start the work

Life can be easy, if u work it as easy

渴望的爱情

最近可能短篇言情小说看得太久了

真让我羡慕一对一对的情侣了

今天早上文选也突然跟我提起这件事情来了

是啊！有时爱情真的让我非常渴望地得到它。

可是回头想想，又觉得没这个必要吧！

人嘛！就是如此的犯贱，

当你没有的时候，却渴望地想要得到它

可是得到后，却要想尽办法丢掉它

可怜啊！

可是我本身觉得没有必要去为自己造麻烦啦！

毕竟单身生活还是最棒的

因为自由的关系，

我决定了，我把感情世界封了吧！

因为自由才是王道

有时羡慕一下也是挺好的

至少当时机一到的时候，

你才会珍惜

我永远都只顾眼前，不顾往后

但是又能怎样呢？

咳！

虽然只是开玩笑，虽然不是真的

可是有时候所谓“弄假成真”

真的是会发生的

我们班的小班和晓勤

给那班人讲到连我都把他当真地来看了

或许我应该发挥一下我的文笔，写出他们两个的爱情故事

Unknown error

To be honest, I can't believe what I did wrong in my English paper

"Lated" I understand it myself, there is no such thing in English but the problem is

I wrote it out juz what I can't believe it

I couldn't accept my error

Well it is about time to change

I am going in high profile school life

juz to remind myself to watch my back

as things is pacing up

I am reli satisfied with my classmate

All of them are so fervent

Our soul is burning in one piece

nevertheless I believe that we need more power and concentration on our study

Socializing is good but apposite timing comes to prior

I can't explain whether my vein is harden or frozen

But it seem that my agitation wasn't ignited

Perhaps it is because I have not done my liability

Release the strength conceal inside our hearts

Light is always found in the deep darkness

Awaken your inner strength

realize your dream with passion and a band new persuasion

Create the most effective intervening space for all of us

Am I being numb all of the time?

No I am juz an ordinary teenager with superior strength undeveloped

Perhaps more training and exercising would intensify my English language skill

How much gifted does the divine upon us?

No matter how much strength we have

We will never eliminate error

But unnoticed error shouldn't be forgiven

Not even once

careless is something that cannot be accepted in my life

I would find a solution to avoid careless

I believed I can do it

Juz believe in myself

没感觉

物理考过了，华文也过了，

可是我对这些过去的考试，已经没有感觉了

或许是因为我已尽了最大的努力把这一次的年终考

考好

可是总觉得我尽的最大的努力

其实还不是最大的

还是有很大的空间让我去尽力，

算了吧！追究已经没意思了。

换一个人格

我看起来像白痴吧！

可能这就是为什么我永远都无法进步的原因吧！

该是时候让我内心的小孩

教导他该成熟一点了

Am I still me?

Not anymore

无题

原来被自己所爱的人骂是一件很伤人心的事情

今天我写硬笔加听着神木与瞳的宽恕

哇！一边写一边在那里流泪

为什么呢？

让我想到了一些事情

就自己做错了事情，但这件事情是自己花

了以整个晚上来完成的东西

然后又被自己所爱的人骂

就无端端得流下眼泪下来了

真的是有够囧的。

美术考试快到了，

或许我是抱着心死的态度去面对吧1

可是有一点的就是，我不想在还没真正应考而没有做好准备的情况下

被自己打败

我可没有那种放弃的天分。

我听说美嬉的她的新任男友分手了，

这件已经是很久以前的事情了

可是以前没时间拿来八卦

从开始到结束其实只有短短的15天。

我也是道听途说回来的，

真正的情况，我不知道

不过已经没有什么好出奇的了

现今的社会是如此的开放

喜欢就在一起，

爱淡化了，就直接分手

不用纠缠那么多。

其实，还蛮好玩的，但，感觉也很不服责任

不过没关系啦！开心就好了

欣慧开始对文谦有兴趣（虽然我不知道是谁来的）

zhongyan不知发生了什么事，好像恨不得马上要嫁酱

顺进呢？

我不要讲他啦！

费事我笑到肚子痛XDXD

jianlin

以前那个女孩嘛！

口头上是讲是好朋友了，

可是一看到人家心跳就像跑完5000米回来似的

茗慈，

咳！

好长的故事啊！

其实这一切种种的发生

是皇家婚姻的象征而已

过了这个星期，

一切会恢复正常的

不管发生什么事，

我们大家永远都是站在同一条船上

我们都拥有共同的目标

我们一定会拼的

加油吧！

大家冲吧！我会在背后给你们向前的动力的

RIDING DUEL! ACCELERATION

开始觉得这样了

已经开始了，看来我已聚得足够的正面能量

现在开始，是时候让所有的人看到正面的一面了

太多太多的人在还没有进入奋斗的状态就已经先被自己打败

这个我非常的明白，

因为在严峻的环境下，

一个人要燃起希望之光是很难的

这个我非常的理解

我们不是他们，我们怎么可以帮他们做决定呢？

对！有时候希望之光难以燃起时是一件可以理解的事

可是我们不能因为这样而被自己先打败

难道你们不觉得还没真真奋斗之前就认输很不甘心吗？

我会让每一个人都燃起他们的希望之光

everyone could be a high profile people

and it is time for me to prove that

i will be a high profile student

Nothing is impossible

if u follow your hearts

或许快乐是不难发现的

任何一个角落，

任何一个地方，

都可能成为你快乐的属地

在一个悲伤的地方

都可经过你的想象

成为你曾属快乐的地方

原来，创造快乐

是你的感觉

感觉是可以自己决定的

有些人可以那么冷静

有些人可以那么的快乐

有些人可以在快乐的气氛发火

不过当我们把种种的感觉融合后

成了喜怒哀乐

到时，你想愤怒，就愤怒吧！

你想快乐，就快乐吧！

世上快乐是不难发现的

只看我们怎么去定义

被人骂会觉得不开心

是因为我们都虽感觉而去

当你抑制了你的感觉后

没有所谓的悲伤

没有所谓的放不下

世界就是这样

害怕，也是因为感觉到怕

当我们抑制害怕后，

就不会再感觉到怕了

纯粹只是很警惕

开始控制我的感觉吧！

让自己和大家的感觉融合为一

我们的世界挥出了彩天彩霞

knowledge equipped

University is the final phase for a newbie
to nourished himself with general knowledge
Beside that,coping skill should be learnt during this phase

One general language that we had yet to be mastered is English

Thx to the senior

I believed that outside the world is a cruel reality

There is no spaces for the weak

Hence, fully use the last phase of your nourishment year

Once u r out in t和community there is no turning back

reflecting myself in the mirror

I feel like a rural person

enmesh with a lot of problem

This problem has to be solved one by one

there are 5 aspect that people need to be possessed before stepping out to the community

1MQ

2.EQ

3.IQ

4.social skill

basically Biz world is an unknown to me

it consists a large boolean number.

it is curiosity which lead me to take a look

But it onli last 3 min

anyway

I am equipping the knowledge

perish of the six nation

I juz read a passage which discuss about the perish of the six nation

who are the six nation

魏，楚，韩，燕，齐，赵

apparently this six nation was enmeshed by a problem tat is the

invasion of the Qin

the six nation do have the ability to resist against the Qin

if they are coping with each other

Unfortunately,

some of the coward juz too worried

they were too afraid to fight

So what did they do

They bribe the Qin with their land

Have they lost their mind

Initially, what is the advantage of taking this action?

some of the nation didn't bribe the Qin but they were perished as well

Y were those nation perished?

The fundamental of the problem is the bribing nation

those nation can't get enough support from the bribing nation

So they were unable to defend with their own

That is why all of the six nation were perished under the invasion of Qin

I felt so pity on the six nation

They do have the ability to defend themselves

They can changed their destiny

by fight till the end but in the end

They were perished

Sometimes study history can help us to avoid the same mistake

in the past

Malaysia did have to good relationship with the other nation

But if US take military action against our country

Will Malaysia fight till the end

Or we will bribing

Incapacitated english

I don't know what the article is talking about

because your english is too POOR MAN POOR!

previously I am so elated to say that english is my best subject of all

Now I am doubting about myself

MAybe I am too arrogant of my english

I believed that it is prerequisite for me to learn english

if I wanted to learn more

man my english deform day to day

incapacitated english

Now onli I know that a basic language is fundamental of all knowledge

Without it everything is nothing

I realize the significance of it

everything is associated with language

There is once a philosopher say that

If language are does not exist

Are we able to think something？

yes improved my english here we start to roll out

还不够勇敢

我是非常的希望能打打乒乓

但是如今我还是不够勇敢啊！

真是的，我要玩乒乓

我要接受挑战

生命实在是越来越没趣了

所有的事情我都能轻而易举地克服

只要在强化稍稍我的思维能力

我应该可以克服所有的困难的

做人如果不进取的话

这时会成为他的患祸啊！

Can I say that I deliberately ignore the challenge

This is the stupidest thing I have done in my life

How can I say like that

I think I have been hanging in darkness for too long

I gotta try to think positive

I should emphasized my life

my ability to accept challenge

I juz have to go through it no matter what

老师们啊！你们怎么啦？

心情不好？还是我们真的惹火了老师们啊！

可能真的是我们班上的人不够醒目吧！

毕竟都已经是18岁的学生了

很多事情不是应该要自己去处理了吗？

可能我们就像是一个长不大的小孩吧！

平静

就是这个平静的心情

让我觉得很爽很愉快

通常都是因为这样

我才会享受夜晚的时光

好可惜的是，

我的生物还没做

我爱这样的平静

因为我可以睡觉

Our disaster has gone

IT is a good sign

It seem that every1 is starting to return on their track again

So do I

world is progressing as the time passes

Everything in the universe is progressing

where its progress never end

It is an loop cycle

Sometimes world can be funny

U will always find another things happen without your expectation

It is full of riddle

full of suprise

It seem everything has been solved

别爱上她

或许我们之间的话题越来越广了，

聊得越来越投入，

可是还是那一句话，

可别爱上她，

因为我不知道要怎么去爱她

我知道你不可能爱上我

不过也说说吧！

可别爱上我哦！

因为我不想经营这一段感情

抑制好自己啊！

我可不想惹出什么火出来

要爱就轰轰烈烈爱一生

不然的话，别浪费人家的时间

这就是我的爱情原则

可别爱上一个不愿付出一生对她的女孩

不然的话，

这片感情终究会破裂

感情的世界，

想进去看看里面

可是却不想待留太久

who am I? I am xelmex

If u think u can,

U can always do something I wan to do

And If I have the ability to do so,

y do I have to hold back?

So who am I?

I am hero Xelmex

possessed the most incredible strength ever

I think I can do it

太久没背东西了

可能是脑生锈了，

要不然为什么我怎么背也背不进脑呢？

已经很久很久没有背东西了

不过，还是得恢复我的背功

读化学读不成了

那我不是惨了，

不，应该有办法恢复我的背书能力的

毕竟有什么使人做不到的呢？

只要你要，你就一定能

很明显，星期六的烧烤会

我不是很想去，

因为我害怕去了会有尴尬的场面，

星期六还是跟家人出去好了。

我真的不是很想看到她

不是因为我讨厌她，

而是因为我不想看到我不想看到的场面发生

毕竟我好像跟5SREN的人不熟

去了，感觉还是怪怪的

你好好得去玩吧！

希望你玩得开心咯！

哇！

我需要这样吗？

没办法，这些东西的经验

我实在太多了

当你少用脑的时候，

你的脑细胞会慢慢慢慢的死去

我到底死了多少脑细胞啊？

上课

已经好久好久，我没有认真地听课了，

我感觉上失去了很多宝贵的知识

或许明天，我应该认认真真地去听一天课

反正钱我已经给了，

如果没好好的学一些东西的话

我是不会甘心的

辛辛苦苦给了学费

哪能这样就浪费呢？

要吹水，

敢吹在家吹得够吧！

何必给Rm330来学校吹呢？

浪费浪费

懒惰啊！

为什么我会变得那么懒呢？

不行啊！

我一定要把欠的功课做完

人怎么可以那么懒惰？

不管了，

明天一定要好好的学些东西回来

不然的话，

死不甘心

time attack

This is a good sign,

It seem that my time attack on 1.6km had improved

I think my last record on time attack is 11min45sec

but now I am approaching 10min 57 sec

This is a good sign to how that I have improved a lot

So keep going

endurance will not be the problem is training like this to be consisitent

It is getting faster an faster but I am getting speechless and speechless

why?

I will tell you wat happen today

As today after my time attack on tat 1.6km

I was trying to search some meal

I went passed LK

So i think I should take my result for my tutor to save it up

Wow it seem to be so honored as I got the chance to be photographed

And then they say have to record a testimonial

Oh gosh not this one

I am a modest student

But having a video recorder infront of me is such a pressure you know

endurance

还是对endurance training 有点恐惧感

不过，我还是觉得如果有空的话，

自己去做一下endurance training

部可以因为害怕而不去做的嘛！

我还是希望我可以做得到，

对，不付出代价，怎么会有成果

我要去endurance,我要去endurance

我一定要变得更强，

I believe I can

只要每天做，就可以了

虽然辛苦，虽然每一次都会停一下，

可是我迟早可以做得不用停的

慢慢来吧！会进步的

我都很期待每一天的明天，

都一直希望今天所努力的成果，会在明天出现

每天期待的每一天

人生就如endurance training一样

偶尔

偶尔当你在脱落的时候，望一望白板，

你会发现原来你少了很多了很多知识

偶尔当你望向天空，

你会发现天的容纳量的多么的大

偶尔当你望向一个冰冷冷的女生

你会发现他内心的活热

但这一切都只是偶尔

那么在你觉得非常无助的时候，

当你偶尔望一望自己的问题

你会觉得无助，你也会觉得pek cheak

不过，当你视问题不是问题时，

你会觉得你并非无助啊！

快乐和悲伤也只是一线之差

这要看你怎样想而已。

偶尔当你望事情的另一面看的时候，

你会发现其实，任何事情的背后都有他好的一面

所以当开一点

或许可能我体会不到你们的感受，

可是我都精良在很多时候保持那乐观的心情

这样才使人生嘛！

消极，为什么要消极啦！

世上很多事情都会偶尔发生的，

不过要让好事发身的频率增加而已

睡眠

很明显，缺乏睡眠的我开始无法把事情做好

这是必须在此时此刻停下来的，

阻止我向前发展的任何阻碍

统统必须解决掉

其中一个就是上课不专心

打瞌睡，不可以，我是不可能被这些打倒的

一定要站起来，

一定要挑战明天的生物

人生的道路上，会有些阻碍，

可是我一定能跨越的

你觉得我跨越不到，

等你看了明天的生物

你就会知道我真真的实力了

还没爆发，要爆发了

SPM

FInally, the result that we waited for so long

had finally published

6A

still ok la I think
dun feel upset when u get your result

We can't let pass haunt us,

so we must move forward

We have to fight for a better tomorrow

NO tears for today's result

I am quite satisfied

Come on let us fight UEC

Gotcha head the game

yugioh zexal

ok it is a bit weird u know, but why dun I have any goood feeling upon

the yugioh zexal

juz the graphic then I feel it is kinda noob

but there is no loss in watching it right,

I will give further comment after I have watched it.

Exceed summon, so this is a new summoning strategy that far more stroger than synchro monster

But if u r summoning a high level exceed monster

u will have another hard time to do so

I believed that exceed monster somehow can combine with synchro monster

I oledi bought so much synchro and there is no way I am going to leave all of them behind without putting it in play

I luv the game so much

and I will try another way to earn more money

so I can continue playing this game

I luv this game more than Initial D

I believed,

hope that I can save all the money that I used to ply Initial D and

buy more cards

I wan the game to be more fantastic

I wan more fun

I wan to live a life on playing game

I have so much fun of it

and it never bores me

hahaha

pls continue on yugioh zexal

dun disappoint me

还没获得的感情

爱上她可是却未为她付出任何心血，
爱上她却没跟他说过一句话
爱上她，却没兴趣知道它的事情，
这就是所谓还没获得的感情吧！

人是富于感情的动物，
也使万物之灵的特色，
爱情必须在感情的配合下才能天长地久，
没有感情的爱情，就证明你还没获得感情
这份感情要怎麽开始呢？
这个问题我重来不烦恼
可是问题是，
我应不应该开始这份感情呢？
我相信以我的条件，是可以的。
因为，我不算是一个很差的人
甚至强过很多人，
可是为什么我觉得爱情一来时，却不想开始呢？

或许我是害怕失去了自由吧！
没有热能够限制我的自由
这是我的法则。
应该说是我的原则吧！
还没获得感情的爱情是痛苦的，
这是大多数人都可以理解的，
可是，当你往另一个方面想时，
你就不会觉得痛苦。
虽然你还没获得这份感情，
可是你给了自己背负感情重任暖冲得时间啊！
时间所有的人都有自己的问题，
可是，当你把自己从问题抽离后，
你想的东西自然会不一样！XD

BBQ night

It was an awesome night,

It felt great when u r hanging around with your own buddies till late midnight

WE can have a lot of fun

OH wait!I forgot to mention that foot came too

But the problem is it seem that ppl who were coming was less than I expected

And I tot we would have a lot of friends coming

Food overleft,

such a waste,

But something which I dun reli understand

Why am I cooked but the chicken wing was still half cooked?

I am so hot,sweating running through my throat

Arm were being in alarmed status

But I forgot to test something on the coal

Well nvm

Guanyou burnt his hand

He felt nothing when touching on ice

Oh my god Y are you so careless?

Do u feel anxious?

When I say I will open u pa beer to drink

Well to tell you the truth I won't get drunken so easily

I can still drive at a high speed

But seem you all seem very worried, I think I better stick aback to 40km/h

Safety come prior

BBq night is great,

But I found that I was unable to used a word to describe yesterday event

Maybe I am too lazy for that

I reli take compassion on japan people

they are suffering struggling to prolong their life as long as possible

The outleak of the radiation cause people to suffer

yesterday when I read the newspaper about the explosion of the nuclear reactor

wikileak says that in which year

US warned that japan that their nuclear reactor is unstable

It is very dangerous,

I am so confused now

We are having a right time to survive now

but the problem is y wikileak choose this time to leak out such an information?

Now we will have to argue about the fact right now

Please be safe every1 in japan

I feel very comfortable living in malaysia

as there are no disaster in our country expect the flooding

but isn't this the mankind outcoming?

Are our government unable to save our life if the disaster happening in our country?

look at japan

even though they are the blacklist member but they are willing to help out in the disaster

Y do I feel so inability?

Aren't there anything we can do about it?

Anyway hope that japan can face their life more strongly

be strong

I knw you can overcome it

everything will be end soon

And you won't have to suffer anymore.

So 19 march will be the supermoon day

it means that the moon will be the closest to the earth

I means gravitational pull from the moon will start to create a high and low tides

on the ocean

But will it create another tsunami

I dun think so

even with the moon 221,567 miles from the earth

it would create a force of attraction of 1.75x10^26N

So It wouldn't be enuf to create a tsunami right?

It might cause some high tides but it wouldn't create a disaster

So dun be panic.

Stay slow and you will win the race,

but if u could keep up the pace make sure you have zero error in your life

Sometimes u juz have to give in all u have

Life is tough right?

Sometimes u feel frustrated

because u can't get the result u wan

If u are unable to get your desire life

u juz have to fight for it.

I have been thinking,

if I am a poor guy

how suppose I fight to get my desired life

I know it is tough

But I believe effort will return us what we want.

U juz have to keep believing

When the result didn't come up what u expected,

u have to believe it that it is on its way

I know I am not good in creating a chance to myself

But what I can tell u is

I am good in creating miracle

I have create a lot of miracle in my life

All u have to do is to believe in yourself that outcome

is what u are demanding

When u believe in something

U will instinctively put your effort realize that outcome

So u have to give in all your effort

Who do u think u are?

U think u are a crap juz because u can't realize something?

Sory but I can tell u

You are a divine being

Be more confident

U can do it

Everything that occurs in your life is an energy

When u put more energy into the event u wan to happen

then resonance will happen and

it juz pop out in your life

And how do you put energy in it

To put effort to make it happen is the way la

human has a lot of superhuman strength

U nid to put a lot of effort to unleash it

Even come to the 21st century

superhuman strengyth cannot be denied anymore

a lot of study and research have come to prove that

actually humna did have a lot of sup[erhuman strength within our body

Have you heard before a person can walk across a coal burning under 1000-2000 degree celsius

OK look here is the myth

Even though u didn't feeel any pain when walking across

the burning of coal under 1000-2000 degree celsius

but u still get the burn in your skin

but the problem is there is no sign of the burning bruise

in his skin

And how could u possibly explain it with your scientific background?

how can u possibly understand it with our knowledge?

In the scientific world this is an impossible task to do so

But the problem is it exist

juz infront of your eyes

And have you heard before

the talor card

which used to predict your future of past or former?

scientific ski9ll and we learnt today has have the ability to proof that

how does the talor card function.

I believe all of u play b4 and

its accuracy I dun wan to mention about that

U know I know everyone know

it is magnificent

and what is the theory used behind in predicting your future and also what is an horoscope?

we used to like view on horoscope page but the problem is

y do horoscope of our star sign can be accurately describe us>?

Isn't this a myth?

ISn't this so mysterious

So u have to believe that world have a lot of myth that u cannot explain it

not even you not even me.

All u have to do is to believe its existence

Actually I was thinking is there really a superhuman power lies within our body?

I doubt it.

Do u always occasionally found that u have the sixth sense ability?

So what we have known so far is five sense

it is sight smell listen taste and feel but what about the six sense?

Did the primary teacher taught u about it?

No, why?

Human did have sixth sense but we juz didn't put it in practice only

We haven't learnt how activate our last and the most powerful sense in our human body

Once this sense have been mastered, I think w no nid to call ourself human anymore

we can straight call ourself the divine

Isn't it cool?

In conclusion we are the divine incarnate

with all of our power sealed.

So now dun't stop believing in what can do

because everything u do in your life u can always search a better life in other perspective of the life

So now do u think life is tough

I believe that u will turn your head around right here right now

BELIEVE IS POWER

Well a fast typing in this blog make me a lot of mistake but u can always beleive that u can type faster than anyone else

I would like to share more about the knowledge in this gap

I will try to find more things for us to share out

Anyway sayonara

have all our pray to the japan disaster

Let hope that they can rebuild their home in a short instant.

爱情的威力

刚刚看了一个就久没更新的部落格

也是仁班无一不识的美双的部落格。

虽然她是吵了一点，可是可见她对爱情还蛮专一的

曾经我也是被爱情的力量征服着，

可是现在我已经抗拒下来了，

心够坚定，意志力够坚强。

可是很明显，我还不够坚强

还是有我忍受不到的东西。

可是今天忍受不到，不代表明天我忍受不到

我还是会继续加油的，

迟早有一天，我会克服这种种的恐惧

这种种的压力。

美双，她说她可以为了爱情等他十年都可以

我想说，其实有时我觉得她还蛮伟大的

还有的就是，

就算是没有可能的事情，

像她这样对爱情的付出及不保留，

我真的很佩服她。

你问我爱情的威力有多强

我可以告诉你，

其威力是无法衡量的

永远不要说，我对爱情是没有感觉的。

你要跟我赌赌看吗？哈哈！

对于被爱情困扰的人，

你们唯一解脱的方法就只有你爱的那个人

第二就是你要让自己对他没感觉

可是我相信

真正的爱情是不可能会有这样的事情发生的

所以，你们要好好加油！我会支持你们到底

再说，我也不小了，

是时候找一个属于我的爱情了。

其实在世上要找到一个我愿意花一生保护的女孩

很难咯！因为感觉不是我要他来就来吧！

一切顺其自然。。

Akina downhill

Today is going to be a good day

As boredom visualize itself into our day life

we went back CHHS for training in akina downhill

I am so impressed that I take on challenge

to the legend of the akina downhill racer

He's the most fastest man I have ever met on akina downhill

The one and only Bunta

Takumi's father

What I wan to say is his car is fast

I dun get a chance to overtake him

thus my skill aren't that remarkable

I dun get it

the gap keep getting wider and wider

and I dun get a chance to shorten it

Bunta is quite fast

In order to defeat him

I think I have to beat my last record

I have to run 3min10sec

on akina downhill

It wouldn't be a problem

I always believe that I can do better than my older self

If I reli beat Bunta,

then there will be no point in playing Initial D anymore

Since mahsertar left the school

it has been a long time I didn't touch my yugioh deck

I guess I will reform my deck after I beat Bunta

It is time to create a legend

Avalanche effect

it is quite an interesting term

At first I dunno what it meant to be

But at last I understand what

It induce that a small action can create a great variety of effect

cryptography programming

interesting.....................................

So what are we going to do tomorrow

Hehe,

When the day come, u will definitely know it

Pls dun mention doomsday infront of me

Dun be so pessimist

there is always a miracle within our life

IF u think an earthquake at Japan signify a doomsday

I think u think too much

In past, there is also a lot of prediction about doomsday

But we are survivng till now

right?

Dun be so pessimist

even though it is a doomsday

I am sure I are heading the beginning of a new life

If u think u r pro come and challenge me anytime

Somehow I was resurrected with a whole new life

The darkness enrage in my heart faded away

So this is my new title,

you can be what you want to be,

if you follow your heart

It is about time I unleash everything I got within me

I dun feel like being modest anymore

Especially infront of the pro

If he is willing to challenge,

I think I will accept it

I will stop being a coward

I will go on and take on new challenge

This is my new blog

The reason I change the site?

It is because I nid a new environment

Let the old passed away

Let the new nourish myself

There is always new challenging

I was well prepared for it

If u think u r pro

come and challenge me

if u think u r noob

I can always teach u

See who will be the last standing man on the battleground