Today on here, I wanna write some of my field report on Sunway today. Honest, it has been so long that I didn't write a field report but I think I will start picking back up the habit of writing a field report.
This few weeks I have been watching RSD video to level up and improve my inner game. In my mind, there is my ego saying that
Yeah!! Once I got the perfect inner game down, I will go out and approach
Yeah!! Once I have got the perfect inner state down where I am not asking anything from the girl,
I will go out
So whole weeks I have been giving myself excuses of not going out like there may not be any parking la,
It is going to waste your time la and etc and etc.
Why? Because you are suffering a massive approach anxiety so why even try
But today, I really think myself differently, initially, I am having the same thought of "Yea！Why do you have to go out and do game“ It is very tiring and you can never get result because I cannot find a way to get past my approach anxiety, it is waste time
And today what really makes me feel to be proud of myself is that I actually went out, although I didn't really have a real conversation with a girl, but I am glad that I went out and spend 4 hours trying my best to open one girl,
I actually open one like old lady, like asking her what is the meaning of an English words on the books I read, ya but at least I really did it.
I really feel like as long as I keep persisting that day I can get past of my approach anxiety, the more I feel the future is going to be here very soon. To be honest, I really think that it is going to be happen where I got to the promised land...
I am actually very grateful that I have this initial leverage, the world is an abundant place and you will get to the place where you want to get as long as you persist enough
