love eruption Chapter 1

Another day of the school,

walking unpleasantly towards the classroom

checked his watch on his hand

"Gosh!I am going to be late "

Hurrying searching across the corridor

Yes! A boy who perpetually late for his class

Xelmex,

A legend who got into the blacklist student

A legend that save everyone who got expelled

“ahhhhhhhhh......................late man u r late, stand stand stand behind”

"But...................."

"NO but, explanation means disguising, disguising mean unpromising，stand behind"

"but teacher, juz now I saw a granny trying to cross the road,the traffic is so heavy

and according to moral value, I should help her wat rite, so tat is the reason y I am late "

"Hmm.there is very kind of you but stand behind"

"But Ms Lee, the granny "

"I understand your sense of justice but stand behind"

"Y, I didn't do anything wrong"

"A teacher can punish a student for no reason,so stand behind"

the speechless xelmex walk across the classroom,

standing along the wall, reassuring himself everything is going to be alright

holding his left arm with his right palm

time is passing perpetually

another school bell rang again

"Hey!Xelmex,Are you going for lunch"

"No thx! I better stay here to finish my work"

"ok see ya! catch up later"

staying behind in the class to finish the unfinished work

has become Xelmex choice

"Damn it,y is it so hard for me to finish this crap of things"

"Hey, Xelmex,have you seen my dearest Benjamin "

Xelmex catch a glimpse,it is Qin

Qin"OH! he went to see the Form teacher "

Chin:"What? He went to see the form teacher and he didn't even call me

HE IS GOING TO BE DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Shao Chin, the class monitor of the slifer class

A great leader of the class,she is the one who always

making progress to make Slifer class a better place to study

Xel:"Ei, Qin help me buy a sandwich if you are going to the staff room later, thx"

Qin:"ok, pay me Rm300 later for transport fee"

Xel:"ok sure I wi.........................Wait, WHAT DID YOU SAY?"

juz before Xelmex could finish his words, the eagering class monitor has

gone

"(What the? Who the heck is this Benjamin?

Shao Chin never knelt down to any man in the past

Even though she have plentiful of admirer,

But she knelt down to......................)"

At a jiff, a girl came into the class,

smiling to Xelmex.

Stepping one step.........................one step.................and one step closer...........

He can feel his heartbeat

pacing up a little by little

a step closer

another pump

it is only 5m

4,

3,

2,

1,

0.5,

0.1

and

she pass by Xelmex

"HI Jin long, haven you solve the equation?"

Long:"Sure Yin,this is it"

Yin:"Thankkk Youuuu, "

"(Arghh!` my heart break, how can she say a Thank you in such a sweet voice?)"

Suddenly the emergency alarm went off

＂This is the announcement from CHKL Principal, all student are required to gather at the Great Hall of Raven,All student are required to gather at the Great hall Of Raven＂

"(What the? What is going on?)"

TO be continue

energy dissipated

I seen to have a lot of things to be worried about

I have a mountain of homework to complete though

But there is one biggest problem I have to face now

HOw am I suppose to do my project during the art class

Gosh my energy is dissipated, how am I suppose to go through?

I doubt it

I wanna bury the memory of my secondary school

Once I　ｇｒａｄｕａｔｅｄ，

ｔｈｉｓ　ｂｌｏｇ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｂｅ　ｂｕｒｉｅｄ　ｉｎｔｏ　ｄｅｅｐ　ｄｏｗｎ　ｏｆ

ｎｏｔｈｉｎｇ

Midnight blogging

I juz read a news indicate that a group of hackers

announce that they are going to disband

They concluded that if they continue their activities,

and one day

one of them will make a mistake

and let the authority caught them

So instead of risking being caught

They make a decision to stop

They left the message at one of the sabotage website

This is what I was wondering

the law doesn't seem enforce on them

for the mayhem that they caused

I did contrive that one of these hacker also being brought for an interview

strange is it

Ow whatever

As long as they stop creating mayhem

so let it be

just trying to prevent more consequence

Suddenly I contrive that

being a hacker might get you some job though

A former hacker has become the national cyber security officer

How nice it is,

I wanna ask is,

Hacker might trying to invade and make an assault to your website

Or trying to glean others private information

but sometimes a nation has to excavate their potential

Or even fund on them so they could make contribution to our country

Yea,juz like illegal racing

In spite of wasting so much police force to encounter illegal racer

Y wouldn't we make legal racing

as they can help in bring glory to our country

glean more talent person

is the key to swift progression of the country isn't it?

It seem that the civil citizen is trying to initiate another rally

well, it doesn't anything new anymore

it occurs everytime when the election comes

well hope we can finish the election with peace

I reli hate conflict u noe?

Here we come and here we go

Sometimes, I juz doesn't nid to care what the consequence is

everything in the progressing in the Universe

I mean the Universe is juz like tat

World continuing progressing everyday every second

IF we spend all our time in negative thought

How can we suppose to get our desired life to live on

Destructive is what you get when u can't build a constructive thought

I pass by everybody heart

I pass by everybody thought

When they nid help I tried to help them

When they are functioning well,

I leave

Sometimes, I blame others for their mistake

but aren't the one who suppose to be blamed is ourselves

Who is the one who attract all of this?

How can we let ourselves in a desperate situation if we didn't attract all of this

I was so shocked when I saw a research showed that a normal human being has over 600,000 thought in their daily life

but 80% of them is negativity thought

what the?

No wonder our life could be so mopish

We know the secret to change our life right?

The most important things is our feeling

I am not talking about scrap but with scientific view

It show that a person demonstrate what he feel

When u feel angry, u would never put a sincere smile on your face

Hope everybody can understand that

I juz contrive that most of my blog post is elaborating this

and I wonder y didn't I change any new post

anyway what repeated is repeated,

wish everybody live their life sincerely=)

during my life in chkl,

I believe she is the most amiable girl I have ever met

There is no defy in it

I juz can't find any fact to make a nay to it

I remember TZY once told me something significantly

Never express your love too fast

It is because it will kill every aspect that you have been working on it

but the problem is everyday I will be listening to express love

haha, juz kidding

I wonder whether I am attractive to that girl

maybe it is my fervent in a relationship which attract that girl

the probability of success is unknown

and this is what I am fear

If I met up something unknown

I will never sleep well

But I believe if it is my will

I will be guided to it

So if ur calculus is weak

if u have a strong will to improve it,

u will always guided to it

LCCT?

I never been there b4

google map is not my default GPS right now,

so I better pay a visit to chkl IT center for map information

insensible

an insensible fatigue flow through my vein,

I discovered it while it is late midnight

Am I too tired to sense that I am to tired

What a ridiculous fact it is

We are going to KLIA next Monday,

to say the last goodbye to Rachel

We do owe her a lot of favor

Juz hope we can find some chance to return to her

It seem that my PC reli infected by worm

No wonder my maxis broadband gt its volume quota used up very fast

It seem that it is the worm's gift

It is ok now, my PC gt reformat

Suddenly, I found something very interesting,

It seem that all of my friends have a trembling experience

I believe it is the meal part rite

currently,onli axel Kee, KMF and TZY came to my house b4

I always heard the same comment

"Xelmex, your rice is too much for us"

I think still ok la

We are still young,

eat more,

forever young.....................

Suddenly, I feel that Peik Yin is reli an attractive girl

Everytime when u passed her by, she will smile at you

gt shocked

Juz dunno how to defy it,

it will juz flash across your mind

U dunno when it will,

however I have no intention to start any relationship yet

Or I will lose the gamble with Mei Shuang

U wanna know? ask me privately ba =)

get another chance

Friday having another driving lesson again

This time I think I won't be teaching in Taman KAya anymore

since last time we encounter police reli freak me out

so, I think I will switch to Taman Metropolitan

It is a good place no car, no ppl damn lot motorcycle

Actually, I dun feel like having driving lesson

I wanna send my car to repair too much damage

Unless I can get another car or I dun think I wanna have any driving lesson until my car is fully repaired

So this friday I am off

but dunno whether I got the chance to repair or not

I juz dun wan to drive tat car much before more damage is done

6 more months,

I will be leaving chkl

Will I miss anything?

No I dun think so,

I juz wanna have one last roll out with all of my fren

that is all I nid to conclude my secondary school life

Save ourselves

I found that alot of ppl including me have very bad result in your maths and physic

Ever since the god teacher taught us math,

I can't even took a glance at my result

Now I finally know my weakness,

ok very good since then,

I am gonna oppose the god

I believe I should start putting more effort in my math

To be the truth

I don't wanna yield in the hand of god

Sorry, I oppose fate,

To help others to help myself

I reli have to be veri diligent

that is the only way

Hope that I can save others including myself

得知

虽然这篇很想用英文来写，

可是我觉得还是用华文来写比较好

不然的话，很多人会看不懂

基本上今天又去叫顺进驾车了

问题是他可能对我的车已经形成了恐惧感

或许我没办法给他足够的信心吧！

归他还讲我是一个好的instructor

还真是受之有愧

我看我应该把他交给driver instructor

可能他又恐惧了，

好吧！还是不要叫他出来驾了，

其实我教人驾车教上瘾了

其实他算不错了，

毕竟这是他第二趟课，

可以驾到这样算很好了

至少肯尝试嘛！

希望他继续学吧！

一不做，而不休，

竟然教了，就要教会他

不然放弃，不是很甘愿

不过还是要看他啦！

没有关系啦！

instructor教，我教都一样的啦^^

因为有警车的关系，所以我们迁移到taman tasik Indah

刚好美嬉回来啦！

她就当我们的导游，哈哈

到处驾车，haiz...............

真的很好玩

听美嬉说了关于XX的故事

其实我也生有同感，

毕竟我妹妹也是一个叛逆的小孩

但他们家庭竟然更严重

其实搞到这样，没有人想的

我不敢相信他竟然利用他入黑社会的可能性

来威胁他的家人

难道他不知道，

他们会被你威胁到是因为他们在乎你吗？

咳！我虽然听了不是很生气，但是我就觉得很可惜咯！

好好的一个孩子，为什么会变成这样呢？

现在问题是那些黑社会的人再给他钱叻！

如果他一直这样，总有一天一定出事

有一天，他们一定会因为这些欠债而要求他做些什么的

如果是运毒的话，那还得了

美嬉还有10天就走了，

可能她也不会管这件事了

她也没有办法插手啦！

我也明白，毕竟那个.......................

其实我很想帮忙，只是不知如何下手

或许我也是一个没有危机意识的人

因为我闪过了一个念头

如果黑社会要开战的话

记得找我。

开玩笑

damn damn tired

What wrong with me arr?

I tot 12am sleep 5am wake up

cause me lack of sleeping time

But yesterday 9:30 I sleep

damn more tired

Later going to sleep again

but I juz gt my SD21 haha

quite damn happy

I am actually blogging while I am watching the F1 Spanish Grand Prix

My eyes is looking at the F! but the problem is my finger is typing blogging now

Suddenly I am quite admired myself

Of course I am not a god

After I finished a line

I take a quick glance at the keyboard hahaha

It juz finished 3 lap

quite addicted to racing now

I think I am going to create my own racing team in the future

Malaysia illegal racing team hehe

Nice

Dangerous part 2

I always want to be a racer,

If u ask me what is the definition of driving

driving is an activity that can unleash your true nature

what is my true nature

Everybody say dangerous

hey not bad

I like the term

yeah!

I luv battle

especially when an strong rival is putting me in a hardship

I feel~~

Sigh, I can't even describe it in words anymore

well never mind

anyway every1 let us wish congratulation to axel

what happen?

It is reli a big event,

he has found a person who he wan to make her pregnant during future day

(I have seen to straight)

anyway, congratulation to u

hope the success made its early arrival ^^

I suddenly found that,

I dun reli have a lot of fren who I can talk to

Nor my parents,

Sometimes I juz feel tat nobody is able to help me on something,

Anyway no matter what it is, I will solve it for myself,

I will seek more strength,

i want to help my fren to visualize their goal.

I am going for MCD run, it state if u get 1st place,

u were able to get Rm500,

I hope I can get the 1st place,

no matter how it is,

if I gt any prize, I will split up with KMF, AXEL,TZY and 1 more person I dunno

hope this could help them visualize their dream

Dangerous part 2

dangerous

Somehow I feel that I am being motivated

Don't ask me what is the source

I don't know but I am reli motivated suddenly

when I went for sport today,

I remember once upon a time

jianlin tell me this

"You are a dangerous guy"

Suddenly feel that he is right actually

This month I think would participate 3 marathon

6km,7km and 10km

I am not insane

but I am taking this as a challenge

To challenge my limit

life is so dull without any challenge

Well, actually william juz suggested to me

for a run of jog for hope

organized by taylor college

but most of my fren went for MCD run

Hmm..........wat should I do

I think I will consider it later

but now I gotta go

there will be part 2 for dangerous

Wow! What a fascinating day I ever had

Today is the most pek chek day in my life

Yesterday night, after I have finished the NIE template designing

I had my supper with chicken porridge

I am having supper every night

As I finish the supper, suddenly a call came up

It is my aunty, she drive all the way from Muar to bought us the Muar durian

Oh gosh I juz finished my porridge and now u r inviting me for durian

Resist! Resist! Resist! Hey left some for me!LOL!

At first, we discovered that the durian is hard

it is very hard to open it

gosh!I can't even find the cutting line（I don't know wat is it call in english）

SO mum trying to cut the durian but the problem is she can't get a proper cut on it

We can onli cut the upper part

So, we trying to open it with both hand, damn wat an useless effort

I am getting impatient so I unleash my secret durian opening technique

during early phase, I pierce through the durian

next I lifted my hand along with the knife and the durian

with an instant strenth I strike the ground and it durian is seperated

but the problem is I also slice the seed of the durian into half, haha=)

NICE!

I remember I ate 3 BIG durian

at night about 11：15 I went to sleep

thne today wake up argh！！

very tired this morning

the whole morning I was very pek chek

I tried to sleep at class on 1st recess

But that is not enough man...............

fortunately, today we have P.E class

I have recovered a bit

or else I will be in trouble

well, looks that way

after skul, I went to have my lunch

I haven't ate anything today afternoon

with Chi Wei, Axel

then later Chi Shyang and Wei Lun join us

I found that Chi Shyang is oledi better recently

At least, when he is trying to socialize with all of us

of course, it is good to see him improve

During previous period, when I tried to call him to eat breakfast together

He showed me an emotion like telling me I am such an irritating guy

but now, he seem change a lot

thx to who?

Everybody in this world

after the meal, I went Mutiara again,

but this time I reli able to control myself

I didn't exchange any token

All I do is to accompany chi wei and Axel playing the machine

Sｏmetimes to quit some bad attitude isn't an hard things to do

if you reli have the heart to change

There will be no problem for your willpower to change

I suddenly feel impressed with Vanessa

She is the head of the orange group

What did she say?

If your are not participate the chkl 7km marathon 　 　

then u have to participate the cheering group

Almost whole member participate the marathon,hahaha

what a god-like commander in life

She is good at leadership

I am not giving up anything in life,

I will definitely fight for my I-phone

最后一天

终于到了假期的最后一天了，

well 功课应该都扫得七七八八了

其实敢功课的时间才刚开始，

没有啦！

这个假期的确是一个让我百感交集的假期

首先就是race to the end，

我已经好久没有跑那么长的路了

以前，我就已经期待这个race很久了，

但是问题是，里面的任务真的是太简单了

不算是简单拉

只是我在执行这些任务的时候，我没有什么刺激感啦！

最刺激的应该是走料很长的路呱

还有搭LRT，然后，还好啦！

这是一个让我开心地事情

伤心的事情是什么？

咳！不要讲啦，免得我跟伤心，

最令我愤怒的事是什么呢？

就是没有事情弄到我愤怒所以我愤怒

哇！好像很深酱！

小事！小事！

我的电话镇的时一样很神的东西来的

昨天早上，我在charge电的时候，

他跟我讲battery cannot be charged, you must use a Sony Ericsson battery

有没有搞错？

电话中virus啊！

我整天没有电话可以用

所以我没有去到珉珲家

没有带电话没有什么安全感

我的车也是10几年了，

如果他出了什么事，我要怎么办？

所以就不去了

paiseh, 我会帮你组更强的卡组的

对！过两天就是chkl广播学会主席生日了

所以，欣慧，在这儿先祝你生日快乐，

因为这两天我都有点忙，费事我忘记了

还有什么事要交代的？

对了！要写一份遗书

致: RACHEL LEE

咳！咳！咳！rachel啊！在这里你已经长大了，我.......的寿命...........也不长了，在这一段日子里，我看着你一天....................一天地长大，一天比一天的懂事，我.........心里................很欣慰.......................总算.................了...................了.................弘哥未了.....................的心愿。在这里......................我希望.....................在我临走前............................留下这个遗愿，你现在................

上youtube....................................search...........SG page one.............的MV来看，听听那首歌.........................我就心满意足了，我.....................时间......................不多了.............................

咳！咳！咳！飞吧！孩子！

你那

是人非人

是鬼非鬼

是贵非鬼

是奸非奸

人见人爱

车见车载

的xelmex

ok遗书写完了，

很烂的遗书XDXDXDXD

哈哈哈哈哈哈

开始要去运动了，

作了6个小时的功课，

实施后放松一下了

额外收获

最近我买了一个非常有趣的一本书

叫做心理操纵术，

里面有告诉我们一些在多种情况下所发生的事情

以及如何运用心理学来应对这些情况

在里面有一个章节，叫两性心理学

原来我们之所以会产生爱情是这些荷尔蒙害的

　1、phenyl ethylamine（苯基乙胺）：一见钟情或日久生情，那种“来电”的感觉就是此激素的杰作。神经系统调节其分泌水平，其实是一种兴奋剂，让人感到极度兴奋、有精力、有信心和勇气， make you like loving。颜面发红、瞳孔放大。

phenyl ethylamine示意图

2、dopamine（多巴胺）：能产生很欢欣的感觉，它刺激oxytocin（后叶催产素）的分泌，拥抱时那种安全感和满足感与其密不可分。

3、noripinephrine：血管收缩和神经传导，会引起血压、心跳、血糖升高。

　　当你体内充满这些物质时，也正是你意乱情迷之时。4、endorphin（内啡呔）：轰轰烈烈之后，那种安逸、温暖、亲密、平静的感觉。

　　有些人就是没有办法得到充足的内啡呔使自己安静下来。

5、vasospressin（后叶加压素）就是控制忠诚的关键。把感情变成永恒.

6、爱情激素，受机体自我调节能力的调节，这种调节总是试图将机体调整回正常状态，这些物质体内浓度会逐渐降低。一般高峰持续半年～四年。

其实我还真的没有去想过，为什么爱情会产生这样的问题

只知道，它是美好的，也是因为它，所以我们有了所谓的幸福。

刚刚有位朋友来向我诉说她那思恋的痛苦

我突然发觉自己很白痴

其实，我自己很清楚应该保持沉默，聆听她述说自己的感受

可是我也很忙地东插废话，西插废话

弄到整个气氛很怪下，哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

其实要给她真正的话在这里

或许道理你都知道，只是没办法控制情感，

我也明白你现在的感受，但我能帮到你的就是

耐心听完你的感受，然后

东插废话，西插废话

让你带着微笑入睡。=D

加油吧！你会找到属于自己的幸福的

ok,讲完了

现在我家庭真的面对很大的问题

父母都打算把妹妹送去邪教了

这是一件很痛苦的决定，

可是我们没有办法，

我发现原来我妹妹一直被我们冷落在一旁

有时我在她眼中看出寂寞，与及很没有安全感

我很希望可以帮他，

办法总是有的，可是她一定要帮她自己才行啊！

如果她那么的自暴自弃

那么90%的希望也只是0%

可是到底造成她今天的结果是我们所为吗？

假期家里经历的就是吵架

hero就是一个可以在你最无助的时候，

提出援手，

我生平来就是为帮助人家脱出困境

evil hero， 为什么前面会有一个evil

是因为它所提供的帮助是要付出代价的

往往我都帮你们付出的这些代价

没有关系，只要这秒钟能让你好一点，

这只是小事。

我突然觉得有一个知道我bloglink的一个人看到这篇post会做出危险的行动，

知道这个link的人，也权权只有5个人

是谁呢？

两点

现在已经两点了，

FB里的人也逐一逐一地下线了

大家都累了吧！

可惜我睡午觉睡了6个小时

现在在做什么呢？

在做化学

哈哈！

刚刚我扫了一下别人的部落格

最近可能没有什么特别的事情发生，对吧!

好冷清，

咳！多么的羡慕你们那么悠闲地过假期

现在家里一直在吵

而学校的功课还没做完

真是烦死人了

不过还好夜晚终于重获得了宁静，

我想也是乘这个时候，把功课做完吧！

两点，想驾车出去看看外面的风景

往事

刚刚上了面子书看到一对情侣的合照，

啊！让我有机会回味了一些可爱又去的往事

当时应该是初二吧！

哈哈哈！初二当年...........................

当年因为在初一的时候，我整整一个月没有来到学校

成绩因此退步的非常的厉害，

63分

结果第二年，被安排到初二智就读

就遇到了一位叫蓝永盛的同学

还有一位叫陈祺颍的同学

当时我跟这两位同学都不熟。

我是那种走到哪里，

就跟那一个地区的人讲话，聊天这样咯！

那时就在年终考的前一天，

不懂发生了什么原因

我跟祺颍旁边的那位同学换了位

哎呀！刚巧又是ah Kiu 的节，

ah Kiu 在前面，讲她的历史课

我那时就跟祺颍聊起来

结果聊得不错下！

然后事情就发生了

在年中考的时候

那个永盛突然很严肃叫我跟他去厕所

然后就开始责问我

他人很直接

就说

“你明知道我喜欢祺颍，做么你还要跟我抢”

那时我就莫名其妙，

我几时跟他抢？

我就问他“我几时跟你抢？”

然后他就讲关于历史课的事

我简直给他zadao

“我那里这么得空跟你抢祺颍，我要追都追那个（我忘记名字了）”

然后事情就这样解决了

不到一分钟

当年你因为一节课的事情找我来理论

现在，咳！

不过还是给你一句话啦！

天涯何处无芳草，

不用伤心啦！

事隔那么多年

可能你也找到你的菜了

可别放手哦！

不然你会后悔999次

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！

各位朋友，看看就好，不要帮我宣传

生活，无忧无虑

Nowadays, I feel that there is reli nothing for me to post or share on my blog or facebook

Why? It is because everything go so smoothly

I believed I can handle my life very well

haha.................

I juz learned something reli meaningful from Zhi wei

He said playing Initial D better not to get addicted

but playing u will get addicted

Wah, memang a pro guy.

this whole holiday I have been working on my holiday homework,

everything juz goes smoothly

Tmr LMH extra class is coming, Oh well!hope to get more sleep but it is time for me to work

E-UEC, NIE chemistry, calculus,

yea I do have a lot of work to do

I don't wanna wait until the last minute to finish them off

ok well Time to start the work

Life can be easy, if u work it as easy